Judith Dominique

So this week has been a crazy week. I’ve always been a somewhat paranoid person. Everytime something happens I always think the worst.  So my mom ended up having her surgery this week and boy was a scared.  Before she went in she had told me that if anything were to happen to her she wanted me to take care of my sister.  My sister and I are 10 years apart and we aren’t very close.  So I thought it would be very hard if something were to happen. So all night I was thinking what if something happened to my mom, what would I do? How could I live without her?  I know so many people who have lost a parent and I don’t understand how they could continue living.  It would just be so difficult.  So there I was at the hospital waiting with her until she went into surgery.  That was one of the longest days of my life.  I didn’t know if I was going to see her afterward.  It was such a horrible feeling.  When the nurse called my step-dad in I was seriously worried, they had taken such a long time in surgery then they called him in only.  I was ready to call my sister and my brother and tell them the horrible news, I was ready to start crying while I was waiting by myself in the waiting room.  I never thought that I would be so happy to see Jeff when he came back from talking to the nurse. He said she was doing fine and everything turned out well.  OMG I was so relieved. My eyes got watery from tears of joy and I couldn’t wait to see my mom.  So now here I am at her house taking care of her.  Today is my day off from work and I had planned to just drive to random places and take pictures but instead I’m here taking care of her.  This is probably way better than driving around to different places.  I always knew I loved my mom but this situation just made it a little stronger.  I’m glad everything turned out alright. 

I’ve been so MIA. I absolutely hate it. Something is wrong with my computer. I have not been able to actually go online in FOREVER. I don’t even know how long its been. I feel a little better now.

I’m so happy, I could possibly cry. I love this piece!

10.22.10

So I’m the oldest out of my siblings. I have 2 sisters and a brother.  One of my sisters in still in high school, so she doesn’t really count, but the other 2 live in austin and are going to school.  I should have left when I had the chance.  For some reason, I listen to my parents.  They wanted me to stay and go to school here, so here I am, going to school.  The other two didn’t care and took off. So here I am, still living with my parents while the others are on their own. 

Yesterday when I got out of class I wanted to go to the island. So the guy that I have been dating and I went. Of course I told my parents that I was there so they wouldn’t be worried. We stayed out on the beach till the sun went down, then we went to go get something to eat.  He had never been to Louie’s Backyard so that’s where he wanted to go. (He isn’t from here and he had seen the billboard a few times so he had always been curious.) Well anyway, after we ate and we were heading back he wanted to drive with the top down because it was such a nice night. So there we are driving back, and the entire way back i was getting phone calls from my parents.  I never heard them because my phone was in my purse on vibrate.  I didn’t want to be rude and answer every phone call I was getting besides he never answers his phone when he’s with me, so I wanted to do the same.

Then I get home.  My dad was upset. I get into the house and he starts getting mad at me. I didn’t even know what was going on. I had just come back from having the greatest afternoon with such an awesome guy and then it was ruined.  I pulled out my phone and saw 17 missed calls. Then Allan calls.  He told me that he had a phone call from my mother. OMG! Now I was upset. 

I told them where I was and it wasn’t even late. It was 10. I didn’t even know how my mom got his phone number. So here I am, 25 and my parents are calling EVERYONE looking for me.  I should have just moved when I graduated high school.  My siblings are living on their own having fun and not talking to my parents on a daily basis. And me, I feel like I’m locked up and can’t even go out. AHHHHHH I’m just a little upset. :(